I wish life weren't so long.
I can make good enough decisions with the next few months in mind. I can plan for that. But when I realize that choices I make now, small and large, will affect the rest of my life, which I assume will be a very long time, I feel so confined. Everything feels reckless because the consequences reach so far. Everything feels meaningless because nothing will last as long as life.
It is wearisome.
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completely unrelated to this post. I am impressed that you have finally felt comfortable to post an actual photo of yourself on your blog. It's a nice photo an dI think it shows you're growing. I love you very much
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