Usually I think I'm pretty alright, or even pretty great. But I have noticed that when I am going into a downswing, the first thing to go is my self esteem. Sometimes it appears in what I say to myself in my head - things like, "yeah, I'm the loser who..." Other times it is deeper than that. At these times it seems incomprehensible to me that anyone else likes me, because I don't like myself. I can't believe that I am capable at anything so I fear all responsibility and the future. And there seems to be no hope of improvement, so all I can seek is escape.
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lean back when you're ready to fall and he will catch you. The pain will still be there, but the echo of His lullaby will comfort you when you are ready to stand.
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