Better

I am doing better than I was last week. Hooray!
I noticed this today when I was supposed to meet a friend, and they didn't show up, and it was okay. I was okay. I had a good book with me, so I just sat and read and drank my coffee alone, content-ish. Last week I wasn't okay alone, and it wouldn't have been okay to be stood up. My heart was full of pain. Now that pain has receded. Being back at work has done good things for me. Hooray!
Not that I'm all good and everything's okay. But the last few weeks were exceptionally crappy, and I'm glad that I'm back to mediocre.